2nd student council

It was student council voting time today and it was all fun and exciting because of somethings i did to my voting slip haha. Its one little secret haha but it might not be a secret after all because i think quite a few people knew wat i did already haha... Negative voting people is super sadistic but what happen when a whole group negative votes a person and screw that person up? Not very pleasant issit. Enough of student council, its time for maths chem and physics. Crazy amount of homework. How am i going to cope in year 6 when i am already dying in year 5 huh. Why can teachers see it not about the amount of work they give but its the quality of work they give that counts. Someday Sometime they will see it. Not now definitely. I hope i can rest in peace.

Signing off.
My heart is yours to break.
Cherish the people who care for you! :)

Easter weekend

Happy easter everyone. Its the end of the holy week and praise the lord. Its been a busy week as usual. Well thats school life and i am quite used to it already. I still find time running all around playing with friends haha so i guess that quite good. There are tests piling up and the topics of every chapter gets harder. Damn sian I went for a scgs musical production about easter and it was pretty good except for the preaching of the pastor in the end. I just felt bored at the end abt him talking. After that we went newton food centre where the food was so bloody ex that i din even dare to order anything. So yeah dun go there. seriously rips you off haha.

My friends are always horsing around especially people like Pek matt and zj. haha shant comment too much on that except that they might all turn out to be one big family.haha. You know matt and zj marrying pek cousins and so on haha. Pek if you are reading this, welcome them into your big family. Just imagine some of them being your in laws haha so complicated

ok time to go do my hw. There is still tons to be done. Bye!

You know i love you i always will, cause my mind is made up by the way that i feel. There's no beginning, there will be no end, cause on my love you can depend... haha

blogspot

Why blogspot doesnt allow me to add pictures... always screw up. I got more pictures but some other time. Pretty busy nowadays

I will just leave with a quote "Sincerity can conquer the highest mountain and the deepest valley but most importantly the noblest thing of all, love" <3 This is my own quote taken from nowhere else but from me haha

A new chapter of my life

Today was a very lukewarm day. More to the lousier side i suppose. I am not sure why i am feeling this way, it baffles me too. Ok firstly today i got transfered out of 5.10 into 5.2. Would that be a good experience? I cant tell for sure but one thing i know, I am suffering from withdrawal symptoms cause i will go back to my old class the whole day long. No mood to study at all.

I heard runours about the people around me but they are plain rumours. I dun know how much i can believe but it definitely changed my day. This rumours concerns me and the people close around me but that all i can say for now. You know the meaning of compounded interest? I guess that whats happening to me now because one bad news comes another. I really dunno how to react to this rumour but i am feeling rather low now as i type out all these. Hopefully someone can comfort me. Hopefully tomorrow would be a better day. What in the world is happening to me? It might just be the teen angsty stuff but it is affecting me real bad. I always aim to help people around me and make sure people around me dun get even a day of displeasure but now that it is me who is feeling low, are there anybody who can give me that sort of comfort and warmth, i am in desperate need of that... SERIOUSLY.

Its all i can say for now as i go and found out more stuff, try and cope with the class changes and different culture. The rumour might not be true because i am definitely hoping so but at the end of the day, i still do not want people around me to feel sad at all and neither do i myself want to feel sad... Come on someone please just make my day. I believe you are somewhere out there or even somewhere close to me ~_~

Camp photos

Here are the photos from the camp as promised:
All my team members

east coast pavement arent meant for lying down dudes and gal

Woah so many hot guys

Thanks charles for saluting to me!

Children: please do not learn this... All stuns are supervised by professionals

Sailing team members please send me some pictures if you have any cause i need to compile it

Camp over

It is wednesday and the sailing camp has been successfully over. Thanks to all the year 5 who prepared for the camp and the year 6ers who came down for the camp. A big thanks goes to Lionel and Andrew for bring the main people behind the whole camp, you guys did really well. Also very important which is the food comm people who make sure that everyone of us got enough nutrition during the camp, these people are deb, maye and chistine. Next is the games comm people who make sure everyone had fun during the camp. The camp would be rather boring if not for you people who are damian, Samuel, Amanda, Wilson and myself. I am sure everyone enjoyed the camp, for one thing for sure, i did. I was hoping for another camp in the june holidays but we will see how things go first.

By the way good luck to the ac sailors who are taking part in the 5 day regatta at nsc now. May the wind always be with you.

I cant seem to add the pictures for the camp now but whatever the case, I will add the pictures as soon as i can

cheers

Jae postings

The postings are finally out. Do not be sad if you did not get into the school of your choice. If you are destined for greatness, it makes no difference whichever school u go to, you will achieve greatness. Just remember this line and make new friends in your new school. No point crying over spill milk now... get on with life come on! For me its the same old day, still in acsi cause of my lucky dsa. Dunno to count myself lucky or wat but without the dsa i will probably end up in dunno wat funny school hah

Sometimes i question life cause life is just so unfair. Some people are just good at evrything they do while others are just not so good. I believe god has a purpose in making us this way and he is always far. Do not question his purpose for he sees much further then us. I solely trust in him and i know i can depend on him

Resolutions after the posting results: (in no order of merit)
Get good results - super impt
Do well in sports - also very impt
Achieve something which people can be proud of though i dunno what is that now but something yeah
Make 10 people happy each day- high importance
Get a girlfriend-medium importance haha i cant put high importance rite? hehe

Super busy

Things are getting busier and busier as each day pass. Now that holidays are coming, i am cramming all my CAS hours into the holiday time and hope to achieve at least 30 hours of CAS. I know its hard but i gotta try. I am planning for a sailing camp. If there are any sailors who read this blog and wishes to go for the camp please inform me so that i can make the necessary arrangements. Hopefull this camp will be a success and i can clock a lot of hours here. Test are coming and going but i can tell you the tests are real hard. Got stunned. My physics teacher always like saying dun confuse yourself and stun the world haha funny guy man.

This few days have been rather smooth sailing and nothing much happened. I guess everyone is too busy mugging and revising as the chapters get harder and harder. No kidding! It has been a good break from my social life but it has taken a toll on my body too having almost broke down from the work stress. Maybe i am too "kiasu" but after hearing stories from the year 6ers, i am determine to prepare myself early so i dun get screwed in year 6. June holidays will be the time to socialise again haha but i am stil taking everything one step at a time cause it useless to plan ahead everything in detail. Lots of work now and my work beckons so i gotta stop... Good bye. Wish everyone good times ahead. Dun confuse yourself and stun the world :)

Screwed up people

Stupid people makes me fuming mad. Promise to go orchard with me then last minute say cannot. Why people like that one! I rushed down from east coast and even never go for a friend house warming and then there are stupid people who just last minute people who just simply say they cant make it when i am already on the way down already. For those people who knows me well, these people are Zhang yi chen and Zhang jia he. I only can say what the hell now man. For now thats all i have to say as i am still fuming mad over the irresponsible actions of these people. They are real screwed up people!

Happy Chinese New Year

Hurray . It is officially the year of the pig. Finally after much buzz i can get to sit down and reflect. I cant say that this CNY has been a particularly good one for me cause there were ups and downs still. I was probably too tired last night and being very petty at some issue but its over. Lets start from the reunion dinner. I had mine at the revolving tower near vivocity. For those who know it, its there. For those who dun know, the exact name is Prima tower revolving restaurant (i think that is it exact name). The food there not bad but i got bored of it after some time cause every year also the same type of food but next year my uncle said it will be some western buffet style. At this point in time, my mum just walked in. Back to the story, i am looking forward to the next year dinner. This year reunion dinner ended really late like 11 plus so i was very tired especially after the flag day in the morning. More or less things went well last night.

This morning was a new experience. Wake up then poof off to visiting relatives, eating goodies and most importantly collecting ang pow. Woohoo. Most of the time was spent at my paternal grandparents house where i chatted with my cousins and gambled with them. there was beer soft drinks and wine there which i drank all the varieties. The main thing was the wine from slovakia. Super nice, so unlike the wine found in Singapore. Another funny thing happened to me. Guess wat? I burnt my hair. YES I BURNT my hair. and it charred. Luckily it wasnt a lot but cool eh, who would imagine i would burn my hair like those people in a commedy on TV. haha. Lots of catching up with long lost cousins and joy is in the air. I had much fun today to be honest and i hope in the year of the pig everything can go smoothly. Here I wish everyone a happy new year. 恭喜发财，步步高升，富贵吉祥。

CAS

I did flag day today for my CAS hours. Super fun but tiring at the same time. It was an eventful day which made me realise a lot about the general community. There are still many generous people out there in the society but i raelly hate some people. When u approach them, they just turn their heads and walk away without even smiling or anything. I am filled with digust with all these people but i guess i just have to accept the fact that these things do happen. A good lesson on humility.

Its another 6 plus hours to chinese new year and i would probably come back very late today cause of 2 reunion dinners. i have to go out soon for reunion dinner and i will be back to talk more about the flag day. Nice experience you know! Here is another picture of me with Tom Cruise for all to enjoy! My good friend haha

Belated Valentine Day greetings

Its one day after valentine already and i am so sorry that i have not wished everyone a happy valentine day. I was out till quite late last night so din have time to blog. So now i hereby wish everyone a belated valentine day and hope u people out there enjoyed yourself with your valentine dates. =)

Its going to be chinese new year soon. Another 2 more days. Lets count down here. Anyway i also found out the meaning of the chinese proverb got mouth hard to day... haha its 有口难言。There are many things i want to say but i cant say. Why why why. Some things are better left unsaid for when we try to clear things up, it might just not go our way and backfire. Uh oh that bad rite. I guess i will just have to be my innoncent me and free myself from the earthly attachments. Let me return to my own galaxy!!! Things are getting quite hectic with school work now even more and i already have a hard time clearing it. The chinese new year will be a good time for me to clear homework.

I also have to thanks mr pek for lending us his house for the third day of chinese new year and thank his mom for helping us do the catering. Thanks for everything. Its time to enjoy myself because of the festive season. I will end with a quote from eugene yeo the genius:" Love is something very magical, not a decision if we can choose who to love it will be much easier but a lot less magical." haha yeah! Cheem man

O level results out

I got 13 sian... wat a bad score. Never mind i shall work harder. I decided to stay in IB and so i will do well in 2 years time. Watch me! I am so sad someone comfort me maybe Chinese New Year will cheer me up

The one

How should i start? I dun really know. Things are a bit complicated nowadays but then again shouldnt it be when we grow up? All the subjects gets complicated even things gets complicated socially. I am quite mentally and physically drained you see. I AM AT A LOST. With the huge amount of school work piling and the problems arising from my social life, i really do not know what to do. I dun have the strength to bother about so many things. God please either simplify things for me if not give me the strength i will need.I having having a lot of mixed feelings now that i am writing this post. It will be good to leave me to sort things out for a while. What should i do? maybe no one can help at all ~_~

Today i shall sign off here with the name Complicated. It is also taken from one of avril lavigne song "complicated" beacause i feel thats what happening right now