the forgotten one

I haven updated in ages. Thats because i am so busy for the past few weeks. Exams has finally came to an end. Its a closure and time to move on to another chapter of my life. Results of common test would be so irrelevant now cause i know i will do badly haha. Not that i wish too except of my crazy holiday schedule and getting distracted here and there. I solemnly swear i will work harder for end year when there is nothing to distract me(i hope)

The interschools are coming and so preparations are intense. Its almost sailing everyday. train train train. We will win. We want it so badly. We are hungry for the national a div title. That will see us true i hope and with god watching over us from somewhere far far away in a place called heaven. Pray for us cause this title is important to us.

It was an emotional rollercoaster the past week. i am sure that some of you know why. It wasnt easy pulling through but i must say it was one hell of an experience which makes me mature a lot more. Whatever the outcome may be, i certainly hope it would be in my favour. certainly.
Let me end with a little prayer:
Dear heavenly father,
Thank you for all that you have blessed me and given me. You have always seen me through and i hope you will continue doing that no matter what may come my way. When you are with me, i know that nothing can be against me. Father, you know the desires of my heart, you know everything and i hope that you can grant me the things that i want. I know that you are the almighty god and there is nothing you cant do. Father i pray for everything to run smoothly and that you will see me through these difficult times. You are the only person i can turn to and please continue to guide me along so that i can soar on wings like eagles and glorify your name. Father i thank you once again for all that you have done and pray that you can continue blessing me and granting me my desires of my heart. In jesus most holy and precious name i pray amen.

back but going away soon again

Alright. I am back from WOW and its was nothing short of exciting except for some bits and pieces of unpleasant events. I was actually thinking through how lucky i am because hours after we left kunming, a strong earthquake shook yunnan. Wat would happened if we were still there? Thank god for bringing us back safely to Singapore but i am leaving for Japan in another few days time. June is a time where it is called holiday but in jc, its a whole new story. You question wat holidays are for, well let me tell you its for studying since there are exams in july whihc i will probably fail again. Reality din make me, it just took off bits and pieces off me to form what i am now. There is a certain kind of emptiness in my life. It is this void that leaves me very disturbed. I am under tremedous stress from work and from other things in life. I need god to save me with his mighty hands and bring me close to him.

Ok if there is anything any of you want from japan, call me or message me, i promise i will try my best to help you all bring back. Let this holiday be a getaway for me, to reflect and ponder about anything thats missing or incomplete in my life. I know there is no way that someone is perfect but striving to remove the imperfect things in life is the goal we should work for. I wonder how long more i have to wait. I am already trying very hard to go with the flow. I hope someday i can face the harsh reality of life.

Forever waiting
- to love and to be loved-