Monday, June 4, 2007

back but going away soon again

Alright. I am back from WOW and its was nothing short of exciting except for some bits and pieces of unpleasant events. I was actually thinking through how lucky i am because hours after we left kunming, a strong earthquake shook yunnan. Wat would happened if we were still there? Thank god for bringing us back safely to Singapore but i am leaving for Japan in another few days time. June is a time where it is called holiday but in jc, its a whole new story. You question wat holidays are for, well let me tell you its for studying since there are exams in july whihc i will probably fail again. Reality din make me, it just took off bits and pieces off me to form what i am now. There is a certain kind of emptiness in my life. It is this void that leaves me very disturbed. I am under tremedous stress from work and from other things in life. I need god to save me with his mighty hands and bring me close to him.

Ok if there is anything any of you want from japan, call me or message me, i promise i will try my best to help you all bring back. Let this holiday be a getaway for me, to reflect and ponder about anything thats missing or incomplete in my life. I know there is no way that someone is perfect but striving to remove the imperfect things in life is the goal we should work for. I wonder how long more i have to wait. I am already trying very hard to go with the flow. I hope someday i can face the harsh reality of life.

Forever waiting
- to love and to be loved-

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