let fair play be the name of the game

Go read the straits time today life section. There is something on the a div interschools this year. I shan comment further

bless

Blessed are those who trust in the lord.
God bless me man!

the forgotten one

I haven updated in ages. Thats because i am so busy for the past few weeks. Exams has finally came to an end. Its a closure and time to move on to another chapter of my life. Results of common test would be so irrelevant now cause i know i will do badly haha. Not that i wish too except of my crazy holiday schedule and getting distracted here and there. I solemnly swear i will work harder for end year when there is nothing to distract me(i hope)

The interschools are coming and so preparations are intense. Its almost sailing everyday. train train train. We will win. We want it so badly. We are hungry for the national a div title. That will see us true i hope and with god watching over us from somewhere far far away in a place called heaven. Pray for us cause this title is important to us.

It was an emotional rollercoaster the past week. i am sure that some of you know why. It wasnt easy pulling through but i must say it was one hell of an experience which makes me mature a lot more. Whatever the outcome may be, i certainly hope it would be in my favour. certainly.
Let me end with a little prayer:
Dear heavenly father,
Thank you for all that you have blessed me and given me. You have always seen me through and i hope you will continue doing that no matter what may come my way. When you are with me, i know that nothing can be against me. Father, you know the desires of my heart, you know everything and i hope that you can grant me the things that i want. I know that you are the almighty god and there is nothing you cant do. Father i pray for everything to run smoothly and that you will see me through these difficult times. You are the only person i can turn to and please continue to guide me along so that i can soar on wings like eagles and glorify your name. Father i thank you once again for all that you have done and pray that you can continue blessing me and granting me my desires of my heart. In jesus most holy and precious name i pray amen.

back but going away soon again

Alright. I am back from WOW and its was nothing short of exciting except for some bits and pieces of unpleasant events. I was actually thinking through how lucky i am because hours after we left kunming, a strong earthquake shook yunnan. Wat would happened if we were still there? Thank god for bringing us back safely to Singapore but i am leaving for Japan in another few days time. June is a time where it is called holiday but in jc, its a whole new story. You question wat holidays are for, well let me tell you its for studying since there are exams in july whihc i will probably fail again. Reality din make me, it just took off bits and pieces off me to form what i am now. There is a certain kind of emptiness in my life. It is this void that leaves me very disturbed. I am under tremedous stress from work and from other things in life. I need god to save me with his mighty hands and bring me close to him.

Ok if there is anything any of you want from japan, call me or message me, i promise i will try my best to help you all bring back. Let this holiday be a getaway for me, to reflect and ponder about anything thats missing or incomplete in my life. I know there is no way that someone is perfect but striving to remove the imperfect things in life is the goal we should work for. I wonder how long more i have to wait. I am already trying very hard to go with the flow. I hope someday i can face the harsh reality of life.

Forever waiting
- to love and to be loved-

good bye

its only hours to WOW. 3.15am flight. Terminal 1. This is totally insane and i still haven packed so i better go. I am lost on wat to packed. Let me wish all the cca groups that are having their finals now good luck. I cant blog for the next 9 days so take care people. Next i want to wish myself bon voyage haha. ok good bye!

Fly me to the moon

Its another 5 more days to WOW? haha but there is quite a lot to do still like the maths portfolio and everything. It was group 4 project day today so it was relatively slack. My group had me jun duo zhi kai wang yue and wan ziyao. The mix of Singaporeans and China scholars so i had no choice but to do the presentation at the end of the experiment. We tested the burning of alcohol... i know alcohol is flamable but here i mean using an alcohol lamp. There wasnt really much to be done except measure this and that and start recording. Walking around the school looking at the different groups doing thier projects and some were extremely complicated that i dun even know wat they were doing, it was quite fun just looking around. I noticed some groups were having such a easy time while others are struggling to complete. Totally disatrous experiment failures were sighted haha!

I am feeling bored and at this point in time holding on to some hope about somethings but not very high chance though. haha so lets see actually wat can my name represent
E: Energetic
U: Unique maybe
G: generous? not quite erm maybe grandeur haha
E: Enriching
N: Never give up
E: Electrifying

Yeah thats about all :)

going overseas

haha I am going to china soon. After china would be japan. This holidays would be very busy for me. How to study and train and go overseas at the same time. Anyway i am so fed up with the fund raising for the people in china. Its 4k. How to raise so much in such a short time, might as well rob a bank. It would be faster. I know my blog is quite dead but there is no time for me to blog. I dun even have the time to sit down and rest haha ok i am exagerating but yeah i am very busy and blogspot is always so screwed up. I will try as much to come on and blog as much as possible but june holidays seems quite burnt.

I wish everyone out there a enjoyable june holiday. Dun play too much and take care

Tests over

the last eugene in the tagboard wasnt me. stop trying to impersonate me whoever that is

shut down

Gene blog will be temporary shut down because its time for tests and studies. Good luck to all those take your exams now, study hard and god will bless you

Trashing it all out.

boozing's bad. try only

PICTURE TAKEN OUT DUE TO THE BLOGGER RECEIVING HATEMAILS AND DEATH THREATS

Note the pin is unplugged. haha. ITS FOR REAL

some random pictures of my life. haha. How are you people? Fine i suppose. I had my ups and downs too but more or less ok. Its been almost 5 months since school reopen... 5 long months. JC life isnt fun at all, like some has it that jc is the most fun time of your life. Lets do a review

Hadnt really acheived much this year, maybe my time has not come. Lets wait and see huh. The world seems to spin too fast for my liking too. Come on give me a 48hr a day span. Wun things be very different if we were to live in say saturn of jupiter where the time taken for the planet to spin on its own axis was longer. Haha too futuristic. I heard there was water and heineken on mars haha. Recalled something very interesting as i was typing this ok lets share. if sin^2 was me and cos^2 was you, together we are one rite? haha some trigo rules. I am learning trigo for maths now also and there are hell lots of formula to remember. Like the whole page full. Its good to trash everything out rather then keeping everything to yourself. Its pointless to keep it to yourself. Confide in someone about anything dudes and girls. I wun mind to be the one listening. Sailing school everything come crashing together so wat to do? No choice just freaking cope with it. Its pre dsa talk this friday for the sec 4s this year, the results that it will yield is still to be seen. IOP beckons for now bye

I am a whirlwind.

I will sweep you off your feet and blow your mind away.

still waiting :)

Pictures

Some pictures from the campaigning week. Look quite cool huh

2nd student council

It was student council voting time today and it was all fun and exciting because of somethings i did to my voting slip haha. Its one little secret haha but it might not be a secret after all because i think quite a few people knew wat i did already haha... Negative voting people is super sadistic but what happen when a whole group negative votes a person and screw that person up? Not very pleasant issit. Enough of student council, its time for maths chem and physics. Crazy amount of homework. How am i going to cope in year 6 when i am already dying in year 5 huh. Why can teachers see it not about the amount of work they give but its the quality of work they give that counts. Someday Sometime they will see it. Not now definitely. I hope i can rest in peace.

Signing off.
My heart is yours to break.
Cherish the people who care for you! :)

Easter weekend

Happy easter everyone. Its the end of the holy week and praise the lord. Its been a busy week as usual. Well thats school life and i am quite used to it already. I still find time running all around playing with friends haha so i guess that quite good. There are tests piling up and the topics of every chapter gets harder. Damn sian I went for a scgs musical production about easter and it was pretty good except for the preaching of the pastor in the end. I just felt bored at the end abt him talking. After that we went newton food centre where the food was so bloody ex that i din even dare to order anything. So yeah dun go there. seriously rips you off haha.

My friends are always horsing around especially people like Pek matt and zj. haha shant comment too much on that except that they might all turn out to be one big family.haha. You know matt and zj marrying pek cousins and so on haha. Pek if you are reading this, welcome them into your big family. Just imagine some of them being your in laws haha so complicated

ok time to go do my hw. There is still tons to be done. Bye!

You know i love you i always will, cause my mind is made up by the way that i feel. There's no beginning, there will be no end, cause on my love you can depend... haha

blogspot

Why blogspot doesnt allow me to add pictures... always screw up. I got more pictures but some other time. Pretty busy nowadays

I will just leave with a quote "Sincerity can conquer the highest mountain and the deepest valley but most importantly the noblest thing of all, love" <3 This is my own quote taken from nowhere else but from me haha

A new chapter of my life

Today was a very lukewarm day. More to the lousier side i suppose. I am not sure why i am feeling this way, it baffles me too. Ok firstly today i got transfered out of 5.10 into 5.2. Would that be a good experience? I cant tell for sure but one thing i know, I am suffering from withdrawal symptoms cause i will go back to my old class the whole day long. No mood to study at all.

I heard runours about the people around me but they are plain rumours. I dun know how much i can believe but it definitely changed my day. This rumours concerns me and the people close around me but that all i can say for now. You know the meaning of compounded interest? I guess that whats happening to me now because one bad news comes another. I really dunno how to react to this rumour but i am feeling rather low now as i type out all these. Hopefully someone can comfort me. Hopefully tomorrow would be a better day. What in the world is happening to me? It might just be the teen angsty stuff but it is affecting me real bad. I always aim to help people around me and make sure people around me dun get even a day of displeasure but now that it is me who is feeling low, are there anybody who can give me that sort of comfort and warmth, i am in desperate need of that... SERIOUSLY.

Its all i can say for now as i go and found out more stuff, try and cope with the class changes and different culture. The rumour might not be true because i am definitely hoping so but at the end of the day, i still do not want people around me to feel sad at all and neither do i myself want to feel sad... Come on someone please just make my day. I believe you are somewhere out there or even somewhere close to me ~_~

Camp photos

Here are the photos from the camp as promised:
All my team members

east coast pavement arent meant for lying down dudes and gal

Woah so many hot guys

Thanks charles for saluting to me!

Children: please do not learn this... All stuns are supervised by professionals

Sailing team members please send me some pictures if you have any cause i need to compile it

Camp over

It is wednesday and the sailing camp has been successfully over. Thanks to all the year 5 who prepared for the camp and the year 6ers who came down for the camp. A big thanks goes to Lionel and Andrew for bring the main people behind the whole camp, you guys did really well. Also very important which is the food comm people who make sure that everyone of us got enough nutrition during the camp, these people are deb, maye and chistine. Next is the games comm people who make sure everyone had fun during the camp. The camp would be rather boring if not for you people who are damian, Samuel, Amanda, Wilson and myself. I am sure everyone enjoyed the camp, for one thing for sure, i did. I was hoping for another camp in the june holidays but we will see how things go first.

By the way good luck to the ac sailors who are taking part in the 5 day regatta at nsc now. May the wind always be with you.

I cant seem to add the pictures for the camp now but whatever the case, I will add the pictures as soon as i can

cheers

Jae postings

The postings are finally out. Do not be sad if you did not get into the school of your choice. If you are destined for greatness, it makes no difference whichever school u go to, you will achieve greatness. Just remember this line and make new friends in your new school. No point crying over spill milk now... get on with life come on! For me its the same old day, still in acsi cause of my lucky dsa. Dunno to count myself lucky or wat but without the dsa i will probably end up in dunno wat funny school hah

Sometimes i question life cause life is just so unfair. Some people are just good at evrything they do while others are just not so good. I believe god has a purpose in making us this way and he is always far. Do not question his purpose for he sees much further then us. I solely trust in him and i know i can depend on him

Resolutions after the posting results: (in no order of merit)
Get good results - super impt
Do well in sports - also very impt
Achieve something which people can be proud of though i dunno what is that now but something yeah
Make 10 people happy each day- high importance
Get a girlfriend-medium importance haha i cant put high importance rite? hehe

Super busy

Things are getting busier and busier as each day pass. Now that holidays are coming, i am cramming all my CAS hours into the holiday time and hope to achieve at least 30 hours of CAS. I know its hard but i gotta try. I am planning for a sailing camp. If there are any sailors who read this blog and wishes to go for the camp please inform me so that i can make the necessary arrangements. Hopefull this camp will be a success and i can clock a lot of hours here. Test are coming and going but i can tell you the tests are real hard. Got stunned. My physics teacher always like saying dun confuse yourself and stun the world haha funny guy man.

This few days have been rather smooth sailing and nothing much happened. I guess everyone is too busy mugging and revising as the chapters get harder and harder. No kidding! It has been a good break from my social life but it has taken a toll on my body too having almost broke down from the work stress. Maybe i am too "kiasu" but after hearing stories from the year 6ers, i am determine to prepare myself early so i dun get screwed in year 6. June holidays will be the time to socialise again haha but i am stil taking everything one step at a time cause it useless to plan ahead everything in detail. Lots of work now and my work beckons so i gotta stop... Good bye. Wish everyone good times ahead. Dun confuse yourself and stun the world :)

Screwed up people

Stupid people makes me fuming mad. Promise to go orchard with me then last minute say cannot. Why people like that one! I rushed down from east coast and even never go for a friend house warming and then there are stupid people who just last minute people who just simply say they cant make it when i am already on the way down already. For those people who knows me well, these people are Zhang yi chen and Zhang jia he. I only can say what the hell now man. For now thats all i have to say as i am still fuming mad over the irresponsible actions of these people. They are real screwed up people!

Happy Chinese New Year

Hurray . It is officially the year of the pig. Finally after much buzz i can get to sit down and reflect. I cant say that this CNY has been a particularly good one for me cause there were ups and downs still. I was probably too tired last night and being very petty at some issue but its over. Lets start from the reunion dinner. I had mine at the revolving tower near vivocity. For those who know it, its there. For those who dun know, the exact name is Prima tower revolving restaurant (i think that is it exact name). The food there not bad but i got bored of it after some time cause every year also the same type of food but next year my uncle said it will be some western buffet style. At this point in time, my mum just walked in. Back to the story, i am looking forward to the next year dinner. This year reunion dinner ended really late like 11 plus so i was very tired especially after the flag day in the morning. More or less things went well last night.

This morning was a new experience. Wake up then poof off to visiting relatives, eating goodies and most importantly collecting ang pow. Woohoo. Most of the time was spent at my paternal grandparents house where i chatted with my cousins and gambled with them. there was beer soft drinks and wine there which i drank all the varieties. The main thing was the wine from slovakia. Super nice, so unlike the wine found in Singapore. Another funny thing happened to me. Guess wat? I burnt my hair. YES I BURNT my hair. and it charred. Luckily it wasnt a lot but cool eh, who would imagine i would burn my hair like those people in a commedy on TV. haha. Lots of catching up with long lost cousins and joy is in the air. I had much fun today to be honest and i hope in the year of the pig everything can go smoothly. Here I wish everyone a happy new year. 恭喜发财，步步高升，富贵吉祥。

CAS

I did flag day today for my CAS hours. Super fun but tiring at the same time. It was an eventful day which made me realise a lot about the general community. There are still many generous people out there in the society but i raelly hate some people. When u approach them, they just turn their heads and walk away without even smiling or anything. I am filled with digust with all these people but i guess i just have to accept the fact that these things do happen. A good lesson on humility.

Its another 6 plus hours to chinese new year and i would probably come back very late today cause of 2 reunion dinners. i have to go out soon for reunion dinner and i will be back to talk more about the flag day. Nice experience you know! Here is another picture of me with Tom Cruise for all to enjoy! My good friend haha

Belated Valentine Day greetings

Its one day after valentine already and i am so sorry that i have not wished everyone a happy valentine day. I was out till quite late last night so din have time to blog. So now i hereby wish everyone a belated valentine day and hope u people out there enjoyed yourself with your valentine dates. =)

Its going to be chinese new year soon. Another 2 more days. Lets count down here. Anyway i also found out the meaning of the chinese proverb got mouth hard to day... haha its 有口难言。There are many things i want to say but i cant say. Why why why. Some things are better left unsaid for when we try to clear things up, it might just not go our way and backfire. Uh oh that bad rite. I guess i will just have to be my innoncent me and free myself from the earthly attachments. Let me return to my own galaxy!!! Things are getting quite hectic with school work now even more and i already have a hard time clearing it. The chinese new year will be a good time for me to clear homework.

I also have to thanks mr pek for lending us his house for the third day of chinese new year and thank his mom for helping us do the catering. Thanks for everything. Its time to enjoy myself because of the festive season. I will end with a quote from eugene yeo the genius:" Love is something very magical, not a decision if we can choose who to love it will be much easier but a lot less magical." haha yeah! Cheem man

O level results out

I got 13 sian... wat a bad score. Never mind i shall work harder. I decided to stay in IB and so i will do well in 2 years time. Watch me! I am so sad someone comfort me maybe Chinese New Year will cheer me up

The one

How should i start? I dun really know. Things are a bit complicated nowadays but then again shouldnt it be when we grow up? All the subjects gets complicated even things gets complicated socially. I am quite mentally and physically drained you see. I AM AT A LOST. With the huge amount of school work piling and the problems arising from my social life, i really do not know what to do. I dun have the strength to bother about so many things. God please either simplify things for me if not give me the strength i will need.I having having a lot of mixed feelings now that i am writing this post. It will be good to leave me to sort things out for a while. What should i do? maybe no one can help at all ~_~

Today i shall sign off here with the name Complicated. It is also taken from one of avril lavigne song "complicated" beacause i feel thats what happening right now

homework

ok homeworks coming in but guess wat? Me being me, i will not really do all haha. Selective, ahh damn! so much happened in school at home so on, i am really fortunate to still be alive. really really, Praise the lord but my problems are still not over, still piling and i can only take them one step at a time.

Let me highlight a few things. Firstly, about this thing matthew says about not spending valentine day alone. who exactly is this girl that matt is targetting? He is still so secretive about it not even wanting to tell me but well heck, i believe he will when he is ready. By valentine days seems a bit rush but i firmly believe matt can do it. He can mesmerise and i know girls out there that has already been mesmerised haha :)

Next is my EE. Dunno wat topic to do leh, its like so difficult. I wanted to do somethings about wave and tide but i cant even find material to do my research on. Am i aiming for the sky? Even so i can land on the moon or something but no i fell right back to earth and boom! u can see my imprints on the ground haha. Anyone can offer me some suggestions to wat to write? Any ideas are greatly appreciated. Ok now time to do my beebox commentary before i get hell in school so yeah bye bye people. Enjoy reading while i ponder and kill my brain cells over the beebox commentary

School life

So much have happened in school that i dun even know where to start from. OK first people out there stop calling me scandalous, I AM NOT. You know who u are. Next can u believe my teacher tore my maths rough paper cause i was doing the wrong subject at the wrong time. WTH. Its like i finished my work and i am just doing other stuff wats wrong with that? but i am just glad i am still coping fine with my work although it can be stressful at time. This and that adds up and ta da, a large chunk of homework. Back the the nicer social life part, there have been so many relationships or i will call it part time relationships lately. I am now exploding with information on my friends social life and i am going to burst haha but still containable RELAX MAN. Its kind of crappy to go home so late sorry and yeah i still cant get used to it. Like no time to do anything. But to end of, i must tell my clique to stop creating scandals haha and rock on! rock big time :)

wat the...

Can u believe it? i found a sister at the age of 16. of course not the real one la. if it is i will freak out man. She is my sister called jane. say hi to jane everyone haha

pictures

me up to some mischief with my good friend. I think he is confucius. Think only.Thats me!


this army guy is a real person by the way



From left: My uncle, me and my dad




temple

Me in china. They say pictures speak a thousand word so here is more pictures from my trip to china. Enjoy. Oh by the way it was freaking cold there but i very strong :)

i hereby declare i hate lectures

Try having lectures for like one whole week 7 plus hours. You will die like me too. Sit there and rot. Some more the lectures are so boring. ok but finally training is going to start, i haven sailed for 6 months, how to get back to full fitness? super difficult. I am like so busy now cause i am still not used to the 4.40 dismissal time. School takes up my whole day. some times i wonder why cant we study at home? then we can have our time flexible. School at home is a good idea should reccomend to MOE. SERIOUS! I have simply no time for myself, not even blogging.

New friends

ok i have quite settled into my new environment not that its has been a week into school. Many ex acsians are missing ACSI. I saw many of my friends coming back after orientation to visit teachers and their old classmates. so heartwarming! I tell u people out there clubbing sucks dun go. Its like loud music so on and u are paying money to kill yourself. wat the hell man so dun go ok? For those people who i know that u go clubbing, yeah please stop i am begging you dun kill yourself. i wun name people here, its just not right. To happier stuff erm ok actually not so happy, i am having headaches on which subjects to choose haha. So complicated. IB seems tough and the stakes are high. New programme new sets of risk. No one knows like 10 years down the road will ib get the same recognition it is having now. Subject combi is a huge problem beacause of my lousy results haha. got so many restrictions bleh x). Ai yah i am sure theres way out, just need to use my brains (although its quite rusty). School ends late now very little time left for myself. So time to stop

School starts people

How was you people's second day in school? Mine went rather fine except for the never ending talks. How irritating. i certainly think my eq and social skills sucks. It is already the second day of school and the amount of friend i made and i mean new friends are like mediocre. Its so pathetic but fret not eugene will strike back in the days ahead. Get to know more people! I am still rather not used to the 4.40 school dismissal time and i get back so late. Now is still orientation but if work pills up, i am a goner dudes. I am already like freaking tired after all the activities.Pray pray pray then i can get to survive my high school days. Social life and school life must be maxed to the fullest. Yippee haha ok thats me,the fun loving erm... ok i call myself a hunk, a fun loving hunk :p!

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schools gonna reopen and here i am overwhelmed with mix feelings. Should i feel happy? or sad? I dun really like going back school and get restricted to this very rountine time table, but then again i can get to meet new people :) so yeah mixed feelings. i still fondly remember this shakespeare saying of some are born with greatness, some have greatness thrust upon them. (if i din remeber wrongly). Shouldness we work for greatness? How do you define born with greatness? For me it just keep working and one day we will be rewarded with greatness. Never give up, because if we dun give up, we would someday achieve greatness but if we give up, we will never achieve the greatness. For now i am trying to cope with me mix feelings. I call it the schools blues x)